OH BABY ARE YOU FEELIN GUILTY FOR WHAT YOU DID? IF YOU THINK YOUR HURTIN YOU AIN'T SEEN NOTHIN YET. WAS HE REALLY WORTH IT? WAS HE EVERYTHING THAT YOU WERE LOOKIN FOR TO FEEL LIKE A MAN? I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN'T COME BACK CUZ ALL WE HAD IS BROKEN LIKE SHATTERED GLASS. YOU'RE GOING TO SEE ME IN YOUR DREAMS TONIGHT, MY FACE IS GONNA HAUNT YOU ALL THE TIME. I PROMISE THAT YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK WHEN YOUR WORLD FALLS APART LIKE SHATTERED GLASS.

hospital life

last tuesday we had hospital..we were to diagnose a patient..who had neavy nose bleeding(as told by our laoshi.aka.teacher) .Our patient was 21 yr old guy,a mechanic.we diagnosed him and found his lymph nodes were swollen.followed by swollen sternum.and some rashes in skin.He had 29% of cancer cells in his body and later on we got to know he had acute leukemia..though it was curable but it costed a lots of money like atleast 2 billion rmb.i felt so sorry for tat guy.its kind of impossible for him to spend huge amount cuz he was mechanic .our teacher told he gonna survive not more than 3 months if he is not given chemotherapy or some kinds of expensive treatment.i wish  god for his recovery.

karma is a bitch when you aren't

yup ..karma is a real bitch..when u aren't..this yr i hav got to learn many lessons in my life.omg god wants me to get mature enough to fight against the world..all he did this cuz he wants me to a better person..unlike this..may be god expected more from me.i am not letting you down...may be he wants me to do something great before i die..so many pplz gonna cry when i die.i am real strong now..no matter wats going all around in my life.i am gonna stay hard and pass through everything..make my moma and dad proud.I have my mothers dreams, I have my fathers eyes. You can't take that from me, just go ahead...proud to be your daughter with my head high.i am not gonna let myself down..gonna try fucking hard..but never give up..what i am mend to be and mend to do..love u moma and dady.

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
Its been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
I’ll be playing basketball with the President
Dunking on his delegates
Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air

MoMo Love!!

i love dumpings.especially chicken dumplings.today me and my friends..we cooked dumplings..i hate pork dumplings..Nepal is famous for dumping.and its is the easiest fast food common in nepal.

reciepe for making chicken dumplings

     chicken,masalas,onion,garlic,ginger,

1.make kima of chicken..add salt and masalas..cut green onions and grind garlic and ginger.....and mix them.ps.wash your hand properly

 for tomato sauce

1.take small red ripen tomatos.cook them and add garlic..grind both of them..add salt etc hehe

 for peanut sauce

1.fry peanuts ..and grind them adding some water..and salt.

        

weather forcast in chengdu..
  chengdu's weather is something which is unpredictable..even lord christ he gets confused i guess...its summer here..i love summer clothes.and shopping in chengdu is a kind of great fun..may be nobody knows that more than me n my friends..we simply love the shopping destinations here..
  so i was talking abt the weather..Chengdu enjoys a mild climate. It is warm and wet all year. The annual temperature averages 16°C. To summarize the climate of Chengdu, it has “an early spring, hot summer, cool autumn and warm winter”. It is very misty all year, and the sunshine time is short, that is why “the Shu dogs bark on the sunshine” (The sunshine seems so strange to them). The temperature is not so high in summer, but it is very muggy because it is humid. The temperature is generally above 5°C during winter. And it is usually very cloudy and humid.july and August are the hottest time in Chengdu..
   stromy nights:i love thunder and stroms.but only when i am inside my house..i hate going out in summers.except for shopping..hehe ..today it was so hot.but now..its raining..and i love the rain.except for winters.i hope chengdu's climate  to remain cool.this year we didnt have spring..coldest winter ever and hottest summer ever.

arghhh..exams.

Arghh why do we have to study..i hate studying =P though its time to study..yes I have to study cuz if I don’t pass this freaking exam ..i can’t be a good docter in future so I have to study hard..i cant play with anybody’s life simply..i have to be a real responsible one..cuz I am already in university now….i have a loads and loads of expectations from mummy dady and my brother..ohh I have to start preparing .its already gonna be middle of may..and I have to work a lot on dentistry and traditional Chinese medicine ..because I never ever pay attention in class..though I catch up some notes.i need to work a lot for my Chinese exam cuz I am the only dumbest girl in my class who doesn’t understand simple Chinese characters…okkkkk..aja aja fighting…I will have to face all those sleepless nights and those tight timetable ..ok I am ready..here I gooooo...=]

Butterflies in my tummy♥ ♥

So…this is what I feel..after talking to u…real butterflies in my tummies..its been a lot long time..that we started talking to each other but I feel the same tickle I used to get when I first see you.i ain’t crazy ..i ain’t mad..i am just a believer..i love u..i dnt know whether u do or not.but still I am proud to say that I love you…and I  will not stop loving you less. I think 

love is when you dont want to go to sleep bcos reality is better than a dream. unfortunately good things rarely last forever. It's hard toknow if he'll be the right  for me  years down the line. I think we should Grow together, love and appreciate each other all we can. Probably he wll be the first guy to break my heart, because I am  vulnerable, but nothing feels better than making someone else happy when you're in love, no matter what my age is . As for "real love", it's not something that's just going to hit me. Love needs to be cultivated over a long time, so that both know we can trust and depend on each other through good times and more importantly through the very hard times. And love is something you cant explain. you just want to be with him forever and ever. you would die for them. they can make you feel better even in the worst situations. you get butterflies when you talk to them or are with them. love is the best feeling ever.ure my best purse that i am alwayz comfortable with.....that i can wear on everywhere.and i wanna be seen be seen with you forever and alwazz

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          ♥❤ my sunshine..